Who I am, How I got here

 I Wasn’t Supposed to Be Here: A Journey of Resilience and Creativity

Embracing My Story

I wasn’t supposed to be here. Not according to the doctors, not according to the circumstances I was born into, and certainly not according to the statistics that follow kids like me. Yet, I have always felt a stubborn pulse within me, a refusal to quit, an instinct to survive, and a quiet belief that I was meant to become something more than the chaos I came from.

The Beginning of My Journey

My story begins before I could even speak. My mom was drinking and using drugs while pregnant with me. She fell down the stairs on the day I was born. The first doctor couldn’t find my heartbeat. They said I was gone. Then, a doctor who wasn’t even supposed to be there walked in, found my heart, and pulled me into this world breech, stubborn, and already fighting.

That has been the theme of my life ever since.

Surviving Against the Odds

I grew up surviving. Not dreaming or discovering myself, just making it through. I became a mom at a young age. I built businesses from nothing. I learned how to clean houses, decorate spaces, raise kids, hold trauma, rebuild myself, and keep going, even when I didn’t know who I was outside of survival mode.

A Shift in Perspective

And then, something shifted. I started writing. I began to tell the truth. I showed up online as myself, not the version people wanted, not the version that kept the peace, and not the version that fit the mould. Just me, unapologetic, unfiltered, tender, and wild at the same time.

Finding My Voice

People listened. They resonated with my story. They saw themselves in the messy, beautiful, feral parts of my journey. This connection ignited a fire within me. I realized that my words had power. They could heal, inspire, and create a community.

Building Tova Rivers Creative

Now, I’m building Tova Rivers Creative a home for my books, my merchandise, my story, and my community. This space is for everyone who sees themselves reflected in the chaos and beauty of life. It’s a sanctuary for those who seek inspiration and connection through the written word.

The Importance of Storytelling

Storytelling is a powerful tool. It allows us to share our experiences and connect with others on a deeper level. Through my writing, I aim to inspire those who feel lost or unheard. I want to remind you that your story matters.

The Journey Ahead

I’m not here because life was easy. I’m here because I refused to disappear. If you’re reading this, welcome. This is the beginning of something real. Together, we can explore the intricacies of life and the beauty that comes from embracing our truths.

A Call to Action

Join me on this journey. Let’s celebrate the written word and the stories that unite us. Explore my work, engage with my community, and discover the healing power of storytelling.

I invite you to connect with me and share your own story. Together, we can create a tapestry of resilience, faith, and imagination.

Explore Tova Rivers Creative

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This is the essence of my journey, and I hope it resonates with you. Thank you for being here.